a letter to my audience

Dear friends and lovers,

I’m in a writing mood. Hallelujah!

This is where I play when I’m feeling that way: https://entheotropia.net/

Entheotropia is a personal blog and website about the experience of adventuring toward the divine within for the purpose of restructuring our psychology and evolving consciousness.

It’s also a place where I brain-dump dream journals and other vaguely relevant writing.

I like this place. Two … no three! … people have expressly told me they also like it. Three’s a crowd, four’s a fanbase, five’s and audience and my destiny number according to Pythagorean numerology. Take a geezer and help get me to 5 readers.

I’ve got three new posts lined up: one is a bit of draft material for a memoir I chip away at now and then (currently titled “Becoming 42: Don’t Panic!”); another is about the sociological causes and potential benefits of bipolar (a so-called disorder I may or may not have); the other is a dream-journal about a “psychoses dream” I had last night, which reminded me of a key insight from my recent psychotic episode, which is that I may or may not have an oedipal complex.

I sure as shit know I have an inferiority complex, despite repeated evidence I’m actually quite good at this writing thing, so do us a favour and check out the blog, tell me what you think, leave comments … join the conversation. Sweet action.

Big Love,
your local meandering metaphysical mendicant,
Swami Bodhi Abhijan 心 Schier-Paine 
the writer formerly known as Ryan

POEM ~ canaries in the void

peering from the void within
I see the dark illuminate the truth
a paradox that makes no sense
until you’ve been there for yourself

I’d never wish this on yourself
to see the darkness in the void
just ask someone who’s been there first
and trust they say the sooth

canaries in the coal mine know
a darkness dwells within
and they can speak your language
if you listen to the din

ask a junkie or a pothead
what they smell about the world
and listen with your heart outstretched
to their message from the void

the broken know the answers, see
if we hear them well enough
illuminating darkness
from the truth within the void

psychosis ~ the dragon on the hero’s journey

Jung, on the subject of integrating psychosis:

The reason why the involvement looks very like a psychosis is that the patient is integrating the same fantasy-material to which the insane person falls victim because he cannot integrate it but is swallowed up by it.

In myths the hero is the one who conquers the dragon, not the one who is devoured by it.

And yet both have to deal with the same dragon.

Also, he is no hero who never met the dragon, or who, if he once saw it, declared afterwards that he saw nothing. Equally, only one who has risked the fight with the dragon and is not overcome by it wins the hoard, the “treasure hard to attain.”

He alone has a genuine claim to self-confidence, for he has faced the dark ground of his self and thereby has gained himself.

This experience gives him faith and trust, the pistis [the faith] in the ability of the Self to sustain him, for everything that menaced him from inside he has made his own.

He has acquired the right to believe that he will be able to overcome all future threats by the same means.

He has arrived at an inner certainty which makes him capable of self-reliance, and attained what the alchemists called the unio mentalis.

~ Carl Jung, CW14, Para 756

shamanism, a technology of knowledge production

Fabiane M. Borges, an essayist, researcher and PhD in clinical psychology, in a web article called “Technoshamanism and Wasted Ontologies”, says about shamanism,

When we perceive shamanism not as tribal religions or as the beliefs of archaic people (as is still very common) but as a technology of knowledge production, we radically change the perception of its meaning.

I like this, a ‘technology of knowledge production’. This definition is nice and clean, not loaded with cultural connotations. The article goes on to detail some practicalities of embracing shamanism in a globally connected world, but I especially like how the title makes the connection between the idea of knowledge production and ontology, the study of being. It’s not just any knowledge that shamanism produces, but knowledge of the nature of being and existence.